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"In 1615 we started building large, dark factories. We started packing humans inside. You know what happens when you spend your life living, Inside your immune system takes a hit, you breathe stale dead air, Other people's stale dead air, on and on and on. I mean the scariest thing for me about flying, Is that I fly with 75 lungs or 300 lungs or whatever and the crap that is in them, And we never see things that way. we do not know. Industrial Revolution "In 1615 we started building large, dark factories. We started packing humans inside. You know what happens when you spend your life living, Inside your immune system takes a hit, you breathe stale dead air, Other people's stale dead air, on and on and on. I mean the scariest thing for me about flying, Is that I fly with 75 lungs or 300 lungs or whatever and the crap that is in them, And we never see things that way. we do not know. You know we see them from the rooms. All this time that everyone thinks is so amazing, look what we managed to do, Jesus, we got it now, you know give me a break. What you need to see is that we are helplessly driven to all this, Because there is only one purpose in the mind, I mean one is, you know you go ahead and reproduce, But you know when the breeding game is over, What else is there, we are here to seek knowledge. I mean what's the point otherwise. There is no other point. You know you're looking at serendipity, of what it is to incarnate into one of these vehicles, And from everything I understand about the nature of being, Because what we think of ourselves as a passenger, locked in a helpless vehicle in the program, And the traveler who spends most of his existence screaming and crying, Because it doesn't like where it's going, And it doesn't like what's happening, And for me it is clear that all intelligence, And the consciousness of this planet now, whether it is esoteric or exoteric, is simply to reach a point of understanding, How can you get out of the pain, of what seems to be the tastelessness of the human experience, And that the only way you get out of this pain, It is when you let go of this life to be something you are here to control. I mean you know the real joy of life. Mine is that in a few words I can give someone a strategy, to their kind and I can send them out into the world, And I can see them in opposition, And I can see the change in their consciousness, And I mean once you get to the point, where you know you stop trying to be in control, And you start watching is the only thing to do, this is the movie And our physical bodies and our physical creativity aren't going anywhere. That is, on a mystical level, You all know that for many, many years, I tell you that in 2027 we will have another species on this planet. It will come out of us. It will be very different from us. Her appearance is something I spent a lot of time observing. I mentioned a few days ago that I think about him often, And that's one of the things about living in Spain. Spain has a very interesting Neolithic history, And Spain was probably the last place where Cro-Magna and Neanderthal lived together. This has happened very often in our history and it has happened very quickly. After all, one of the things to understand about approaching the end of the round, is that our evolutionary process, And the way we move is faster and faster and faster. We race towards the door the way we evolved. 9 at 16, you see 10, 10 is a weird lock, it's all about behavior. Everything related to the tenth gate, You know that's one of my favorite lines, Step on the tiger's tail be careful, it's wonderful. You know it, the magic of behavior, the magic of the potential of what I teach, that we are here to recognize our uniqueness and in this, to love ourselves. love ourselves as God, There is nothing to compare. That's the magic of what it's like to be right like you, Live according to your authority, that there is no other authority. In fact, if we all lived our authority, We could live our authority, At least we could enjoy embracing the arrival of what is coming. How was it that this Neanderthal saw the Cro-Magna, Entering his valley and what brought them to their end. Were they destroyed? My assumption is that they were killed. Given my understanding of the killer monkey, I don't think we could stand any competition. We are not good at accepting competition. You know I've talked a lot about how popular culture, Science Fiction, All these things predicted the same mechanism, And my favorite illustration is the movie Alien. You know, the first time we have this collective psychedelic hit, You know that moment when audiences really, All over the earth they screamed, You know when that thing suddenly comes out of a person's body, And there's a shock wave coming, And this is a shock wave that will not necessarily be caught consciously. Remember the fact that we can talk about timelines, does not mean that consciousness is going to recognize, Accept, it's going to take a long time. I mean one of the things about the online university, I'm starting in September is that I'll be studying a rave cosmology program, And basically it's about educating people, How to identify these children, when they come and how to be able to deal with their mothers, And how to be able to find a way to protect these creatures, And you see when it becomes clear to humanity, Because the spectrum of the disease. and the problems of collective psychology rooted in their finitude, I'm quite worried about what the reaction will be. behavior we were very conditioned there is a very type, very specific of behavior, In this age of these hundreds of years, that we are already dealing with its behavior, Forgive me, it's focusing on all these details. The ninth gate. Detail, detail, detail, detail. This is the basis of our scientific world, This is the very basis of our ability to go down to a minor detail. I mean, I like, I like being a highly educated science freak, you know. i mean i like it Because I love both of these worlds, And I've always seen that I'm a duellist, I have always seen that there is an amazing relationship between these two worlds, Once you bring them into combination with each other. I mean that's the real magic again and that detail, I will never forget my first trip to Los Angeles to teach, And I'm right, right, yes, I'm in one of those hotels in Beverly Hills, A very funny scene and ad was brought out to my visit, And my assistant brought one of the great esoteric libraries in Los Angeles, Now this is the once a month type of thing, And in this thing, because it was really a thing. I mean, I've never seen anything like it. It was about a thousand and a half pages of paper, of nothing but awareness for esoteric services and knowledge. I mean anything you can think of, From the weirdest and craziest you know to LP standard, blah blah blah you know and everything in between people who sold mantras, offers whiz whiz mantras, pony boo's you name it you know any kind of shaman, guru, hippie dippie, you, It was amazing. There were thousands of them. I mean, there were at least 40 or 50 pages. Around the time I had the voice experience, I lived in a row not far from the village of San Juan, And I had a friend of mine, a very old friend of mine, uncle, And he was trained as a scientist, he was actually trained as a geologist, And he was one of the few guys, that they actually had enough money to get magazine subscriptions in those days, And he signed up for New Science, and one day I'm on the balcony, And I see down on the road, I see his car pull up, And I see him get out of his car, And he goes to his trunk, And he takes the two packages, And he put these two packages at the bottom. The little path I would take to go up to my balcony, and leaves and so I go down there, And I grabbed these two packages, It was two years of the new scientist, And the New Scientist came out every week so there were about a hundred of these things, And I bring them to my balcony, And I sit down under my fig tree, And I put those two packets in front of me and then I started laughing. Never, it's the only time in my life I've been really scared. I mean aura demons the voice, you know i mean shocks, But really scared of my death. I laugh so much, I really thought I was going to die. I panicked because I couldn't stop laughing. I rolled in the dust. I could not, It was so amazing to me, Here were all these scientists, millions and millions of them on Earth, All the details of this ninth gate are the journey of a thousand miles, And all these people, doing all these steps endlessly. takes these steps. And here's a ridiculous freak, you know, just sitting there, And they gave it all to me for free, It was like it fell from the sky, and all thought and all science of two years from all scientific disciplines, And I read it, It was amazing, this is our age, this is our time, There are so many minor details available out there that no one can digest it. It is an infinite, infinite, infinite unit. Because we are all trying to get to the source, how it works, Why does it work the way it does? Who's in charge, you know it's just down to the meat, And when you take both sides you can see. I remember the first time I taught juxtaposition theory, Three-dimensional theory (nine-dimensional theory). Two weeks later Hawking in his wheelchair begins to sprout on a nine-dimensional universe, And that is also good. I mean, after all, human design is the only discovery that science has verified. It's one of his jokes, you know, that it's this and that, And you should see that our behavior for centuries, focus on all those little details, And all these little details are the basis of the collective transcendence. The collective theoretical ascension we await for a theory of everything, And of course quantum scientists are going crazy now, Because they don't know what to do with neutrinos. It's almost as if they want to say, What can we know we can go back to the way we used to see things. What do you do when 60% of the mass of the universe is neutrinos? And we're all in it. You know, so this detail, What do you think will happen when we leave this age, where this individual lives, And we all remember that this is not an abstract thing, It's not like it's out there. It's in us, in each of us, and one of us." Ra Uru Hu.

Compromise is nasty, it is a burn in your side. It’s a thorn in your foot. Think what this is really like. Here is Miss Wonderful over here and she has the definition here in this whole channel, and here is Mr. Wonderful and he has part of this channel. They get together and you get this compromise. You can see there is still this whole channel that is being controlled by Miss Wonderful and there is this 12 that is interspersed in here. Compromise Compromise is nasty, it is a burn in your side. It’s a thorn in your foot. Think what this is really like. Here is Miss Wonderful over here and she has the definition here in this whole channel, and here is Mr. Wonderful and he has part of this channel. They get together and you get this compromise. You can see there is still this whole channel that is being controlled by Miss Wonderful and there is this 12 that is interspersed in here. No matter how much this 12 would like to CONTROL anything in this channel – it CANNOT because the control mechanism is here. For example the 22nd gate is the gate of the left ear, the gate of listening. Very often it’s about listening to music or poetry. It has romantic tendencies. For example here is this couple and 12 over here (Mr. Wonderful) says ’I want to listen to blah blah’. And 12 over here (Miss Wonderful) the one who has the full channel says `I’m going to listen to whatever I want to’. Now they don’t necessarily say it that way. The fact is that no matter how the argument will go, in compromise it always leads to arguments. Not only that, in this case if you had someone who was unemotional and she is emotional the moment he would want to listen to something that she doesn’t want to listen to he would get the emotional wave, at which point he would say `Yes, dear, whatever, you like’. It’s a mechanic. It’s just a mechanism. It’s not like it’s her fault because truly it is NOT her fault. It’s nothing to do with fault or blame. You cannot fault her ancestors, or her whole genetic history, because this is what she is – she has the whole channel. You can’t blame him. He doesn’t know any better. It’s like every time he wants to go down that road, somebody is trying to control how he gets to the end of it and it begins to chew at him. This is compromise. So many relationships have compromise in the construct, sometimes several in the construct. Relationships are extraordinary things when you get to that place where you can just let go and accept somebody’s design. Compromise in relationships for the mind is one of those annoying things and it never stops being annoying to the mind. Because the mind enjoys digging into those things and trying to use them as mechanisms to take control. I understand the helplessness of the other. It mirrors mine. All I can do is embrace what’s there with awareness. What I find in the compromise process in my life is that I’ve gone from the annoyance and at times from anger, I’m a Manifestor, to the humor stage where it just got to be funny and finally to the point now that it’s just a thing. I’m just aware of it and I stay away from the territory that draws it out because there’s no point in indulging in a mechanism that you can never win. Unless you are a masochist and you are designed to suffer in that way, please, by all means, enter into a relationship that’s full of compromise and you’ll really get to see what that’s like. You see, these are just things. It’s not about the person. Our relationships, these things that happen to us when we connect to the other, that thing that becomes the two of us, it’s not something that you can do anything with other than experience. That’s what we are here for. We are here to experience this process cognitively. We are not here to be caught in the survival mental distortion movie. Ra Uru Hu.

so lets start. It began in 1615. And it started with the 37th gate as the equinox gate. And you can see that the lock is gate 25. The 37th gate is the gate of the family. This is the gate of the need of God. Not just the need for God, But the need to build temples to God, It's the need for secure family ties, This is the need for moral law, This is the need for those who will work for the benefit of the community, And we find that in the complementary 40th Gate. Materialism & Mating so lets start. It began in 1615. And it started with the 37th gate as the equinox gate. And you can see that the lock is gate 25. The 37th gate is the gate of the family. This is the gate of the need of God. Not just the need for God, But the need to build temples to God, It's the need for secure family ties, This is the need for moral law, This is the need for those who will work for the benefit of the community, And we find that in the complementary 40th Gate. In other words, we live in an era since 1615, Where the most dynamic issue was community, And not just a community in this sense is a primitive tribal community, But this is the development of the tribal community, Who goes from being you know a tribal ruler, To a city-state, to a nation-state, to national institutions, In other words the whole structure of the community, Everything is built into this work from 1615, The plan demanded that humanity would have to work harder and harder, Just to be able to maintain the structure they were designed to build. Ra Uru Hu.

And when I say its emotionality, what I’m really referring to is its wave context. The thing that makes the emotional motor so powerful is its wave motion. That wave motion, by the way, is something that originates in the 6th gate. That is, the various waves that are there, the crash wave of the abstract process, the planing wave of the individual process, the ratcheting wave of tribal process, they’re all rooted in the 6th gate. That’s where they come from. The Wave Motion The Wave Motion: And when I say its emotionality, what I’m really referring to is its wave context. The thing that makes the emotional motor so powerful is its wave motion. That wave motion, by the way, is something that originates in the 6th gate. That is,the various waves that are there, the crash wave of the abstract process, the planing wave of the individual process, the ratcheting wave of tribal process, they’re all rooted in the 6th gate. That’s where they come from. What we’re dealing with is that the Solar Plexus system is made up of various components, the gates as we refer to them. But each of these gates has a different relationship to the layers that are there in the Solar Plexus. We have a surface layer of the Solar Plexus that is really just about the motor. In other words, it’s the basic motor function, one of our four motors that are here in Human Design, that the wave is the motor function itself; nothing more, nothing less. This is the motor. And of course, it’s the motor that’s so distorting. And because human beings give reasons to chemistry, that motor that operates in the wave leads to the way in which human beings, are going to project on the way in which they look at the world, depending on where they are in their particular wave, give a reason to it, get attached to it and then go the way that most emotional beings go. They go the path of suffering, the suffering that even when they're going up they realize, based on experience, that they will have to go down and slowly but surely even the going up loses its magic; the motor becomes something that is so deeply, potentially deeply distorting in the life. Ra Uru Hu.

Everything about our modern society runs on details. Can you fix your cell phone yourself? Do you even know how electricity in your home works? Everything to do with materialism was based on details. You know, the way we make machines and all that stuff.? Enter a factory where they manufacture some modern sophisticated machine, And ask every single employee how to put the whole thing together and they do not know. "I'm just doing it," you know. And what happens when no one knows how to do it? Details Everything about our modern society runs on details. Can you fix your cell phone yourself? Do you even know how electricity in your home works? Everything to do with materialism was based on details. You know, the way we make machines and all that stuff.? Enter a factory where they manufacture some modern sophisticated machine, And ask every single employee how to put the whole thing together and they do not know. "I'm just doing it," you know. And what happens when no one knows how to do it? Yes, you should see that we have an entire star excavated in this detail, So much so that we do not know how something works. And what happens when the lights go out? We got fucked! And you do not want to see a killer monkey (killer monkeys) without their washing machine, And their TV, not to mention that the elevators do not work. I mean, you do not want to be in this neighborhood! Oh, all these, all these creatures, you know, you're watching, I like to watch movements, I mean, you know, It's so fascinating to see the way things work. You know the people of nature. You know. It's like they know, you know, I need my own electricity and water supply, I have to grow my food. I think one of the more beautiful things, Is in fact that this great Christian joke, For the poor shall inherit the earth, Which I always thought it meant the rich on vacation, You know, I did, I never understood that, But that the poor should actually inherit the earth, Which is really a joke because it has to work that way in many ways. They are much better equipped to handle without the minor individual of us, I mean you know the only risk for them is, That they are tainted by the propaganda of the end of this material age, But we also see that there is a huge rejection on some levels of this, and of course there is. We in the West are the ones who will feel this effect. The culture of robots, I mean why do you think you have all these robot movies, And robot stories, and you realize there are thousands of different types of robots, That are constantly being built and evolving all the time now. I mean they are not built for toys. Minor individual business. It's really going to be a huge challenge, Because it's coming out the door, And if you do not have someone who knows how to do something, You're not going to find him, You're not going to know how to do it. I had it with my car, You know that when I was 13 I made a great choice in life, Do you know or I'm going to learn how to change a carburetor, Or I'm going to learn how to make love and I went to sex. Many of my friends went on carburetors, And they're the kind of people who, when their car breaks down, They're fixing it, you know. I mean some of my favorite moments in Ibiza, You know, there was my car that died on some camino in the middle of nowhere, And I got out of the car and started walking away, you know and my wife yells at me to do something. And the idea of opening the hood, And I will look inward because I would do it, I'm just more comfortable, I know how to open the hood, I would look inside, Says it's really damaged, You know what to do, and I'm going to go, And I'm going to think of the whole world like that, I mean it stops being funny, Really fast I mean, Really fast I mean, That no one thinks about how fast, Things are running out. Ra Uru Hu.

Remember, when we get to 2027 there is not going to be a 40/37, in the background frequency at all. It’s not going to be there. We’re not going to have this background support, that we are all in this bargain together. You see it all the time on Facebook, the ‘we are one,’ the one-ness of everything. We’re all one. Yeah, we’re all one; you wait and see what happens when we get to 2027, you’ll discover that we’re not one. This was the background frequency. We get to 2027. A Change in the Background Frequency of the Bargain Remember, when we get to 2027 there is not going to be a 40/37, in the background frequency at all. It’s not going to be there. We’re not going to have this background support, that we are all in this bargain together. You see it all the time on Facebook, the ‘we are one,’ the one-ness of everything. We’re all one. Yeah, we’re all one; you wait and see what happens when we get to 2027, you’ll discover that we’re not one. This was the background frequency. We get to 2027, 2027 says, “hey, excuse me; you’re on your own.” That’s what the Sleeping Phoenix is, three individual gates and a 59th gate that, hardly is going to carry much tribal quality. There is this incredible movement, day by day, this 19/49 system is slowly deteriorating. It just is. It’s so interesting that it’s the channel of Synthesis. When we entered into the 1st line theme in 1960, we basically entered into the window of opportunity, between then and 2027 to get to the Inner Truth one of the keys in the lock-and-key system of this cycle. Because the synthesis is going to break down, the way in which our societies are interwoven at all of these various levels, that slowly is going to come to an end. Ra Uru Hu.

Ra Uru Hu on Projector Transformation: Part I When I first began my teachings it was obvious to me that because I understood the nature of the Projector that it would take along time to be able to develop the kinds of tools that I could offer immediately to Generators. Basically, the first seven to ten years that I worked in Human Design I focused almost exclusively on Generators. They are an essential part of the life force of this planet. If they can wake up it helps everything else wake up. Projector Transformation by Ra Uru Hu Ra Uru Hu on Projector Transformation: Part I When I first began my teachings, it was obvious to me that because, I understood the nature of the Projector, that it would take a long time to be able to, develop the kinds of tools that I could offer immediately to Generators. Basically, the first seven to ten years that, I worked in Human Design, I focused almost exclusively on Generators. They are an essential part of the life force of this planet. If they can wake up it helps everything else wake up. At the same time, over and over again as I went through, my process of introducing, Human Design and doing opening evening lectures, it was always so clear to me that I was short changing Projectors, because I didn’t have an easy fix for them. I didn’t have an easy fix for them at all. All Projectors know that. They know that strategy is an interesting concept. But it’s not as if it’s something that you taste all the time. There’s something that’s very difficult. What is difficult is that, The Human Design process is so deeply personal. It’s so deeply individual. It really is. And it’s very lonely, in that sense. You are alone with a very different way, of approaching the nature of being. That aloneness is something that can be very uncomfortable. And it can be uncomfortable in the sense of, “Where am I going? Am I in the right direction? Is this really working for me?” Of course, when you think about the nature of, The Generator or the energy type, that is not a dilemma. That is not a dilemma in the sense that, there is this constant potential to be able to deal with the nature of being through your strategy. But it’s not the case for a Projector. It’s not the case at all. You can be invited to enter into a certain career when you are young, and the invitation is correct. And if the response to the invitation is correct, then you enter into something that is correct for you. But it doesn’t mean that everything in that will be. It doesn’t mean that everyone you’re going to meet on that track will be. And it doesn’t mean that all of them will invite you to make up your mind about them, or about their impact on you. The fact of the matter is that being a Projector means, that you have an absolute drive within you to integrate with the other; it’s simply there. It’s not so much there in the sense that there is a neediness as there is an enormous curiosity. It’s really one of the deepest themes that operates through Projector, is this extraordinary curiosity. And it’s not a curiosity that is always, self-evident in the way in which their Personalities operate. It is a curiosity that is fundamentally a part of the way, their aura works. No other aura has this facility to penetrate to the self, or to the identity of the other. It is the Projector’s great gift, this dichotomy of being gifted in recognizing, and being here to be recognized. Yet, the difficulty, the dilemma from the beginning, from the moment that the Projector, comes out of the womb is the dilemma of the conditioning field. It’s absolutely essential to take in the conditioning, and it gets to a point where it’s very, very difficult, extremely difficult to be able to differentiate between, the not-self of what I am because, this is how I’ve been conditioned and the true self; it’s not easy. More than that, when I began my process and focused on Generators it was natural, because they are naturally curious about themselves. This is not the case for Projectors, it’s secondary. The interest of all Projectors is the fulfillment of what their Design is about which is to fulfill that curiosity, to be able to recognize and see how things work; and yet, while they’re doing that, they are dependent on the other. What I’m going to share with you is a discerning tool. It’s the ability to begin to grasp , he impact of others on you in a way in which you can see, what is healthy for you and what is not healthy for you. This is something that is so essential. Everything about what it is to be a Projector is about, who is in your life. Everything. This is not about they’re important and you’re not. This is simply about the reality; you need something to be curious with. It is part of the process. You need those beings in order to recognize, and ultimately to be recognized. Yet, what they do to you is very, very difficult to actually grasp. Oh yes, there are some obvious things. If you’re unemotional and you’re dealing, with an emotional person or you’ve got an open Spleen and you’re dealing with a Splenic person, and all of these things that we know. But in fact, that doesn’t really tell you whether, to be conditioned by them is valuable or not. As a Projector conditioning is part of your life. It’s what you’re here to experience. It’s part of the way in which you taste and explore what the other is. It’s something so important. Yet, it has to be the right beings. And yet, how do you know?

And what we know in Human Design is that there is no truth in the now. That is, no truth in the now for the emotional being. So, the motor function is very powerful. It takes away the existential potential for truth. There are many things that it gets in the way of, though there’s something else that’s going on. Beneath the level of the motor function there is something really profound at work within the Solar Plexus, what modern science has now been discovering for the last 10 years. Solar Plexus Awareness Solar Plexus Awareness: And what we know in Human Design is that there is no truth in the now. That is, no truth in the now for the emotional being. So, the motor function is very powerful. It takes away the existential potential for truth. There are many things that it gets in the way of, though there’s something else that’s going on. Beneath the level of the motor function there is something really profound at work within the Solar Plexus, what modern science has now been discovering for the last 10 years; that is, the density of neural activity that is in our Solar Plexus, a level of neural activity that, by the way, far exceeds the neural activity we find in our brain system. Most of that is simply not understood. That is, not understood allopathically why that’s there. Scientists are just in awe that they’re finding all of this beneath the surface. And what we know is there is that the Solar Plexus Center, like its symmetrical components, is one of the awareness centers; in fact, it is here to complete the process. Now we get to see this at the substructure level in Human Design. That when we get down to the tonal level and Tone represents our cognitive architecture, that Tone is rooted in these three cognitive binaries. And these three cognitive binaries, the splenic system, our original awareness system, the Ajna Center in its relationship with the Head Center, what we call the mental plane and mental awareness or its potential, and here the potential for Solar Plexus awareness. And Solar Plexus awareness is basically what is understood in Variable work as Right awareness. In other words, it’s very different; it's very different from the way in which cognition operates from the mental plane, and again even more different than the way in which cognition operates at the splenic level. It is one of the things that you understand if you’re a splenic person and you realize that the awareness that your Spleen comes to in the moment is not translatable to the mind. It isn’t. In the sense that the mind is not in any way capable of understanding, other than through theoretical postulations, why the Spleen is saying yes or no to anything. It is an awareness that operates within its own specific parameters. The same thing is true for the mind. And the same thing is going to be true here, because what we're dealing with in terms of Solar Plexus awareness is that we’re not dealing with the mental way in which we have achieved cognition. The mind is a measuring machine and the way in which that measurement, is something that we can selfreflectively look at coming out of the Solar Plexus system, is an awareness that is much more sensitive. It is an awareness that is rooted in being able to cognitively interpret the environment in a very different way — interpret the auric field, interpret the electromagnetic field, and being able to interpret things through the tactile. There are all kinds of levels in which information is going to be garnered from Solar Plexus awareness that is not going to be understood. That is, in the spontaneous sense, the mind will have no more access to what the emotional awareness is picking up than it does to what the Spleen is. It will not. As a matter of fact, if we’re living in a world that’s homogenized and everybody is stuck up here and living their life through their minds, and directing their lives through their minds, there isn’t going to be any access to that at all, anymore than—it’s the old joke about the not-self who is splenic, you visit them in the hospital and the first thing they say, “Oh, I just knew it.” So, we’re going to be living with a real change in the way in which information is being taken in. Again, those beings who are going to be so sensitive at this level, if they’re not prepared for this, if they don't understand the way in which this works, that it’s going to present as many problems as it’s going to present possible benefits, to those that are going to be so endowed. Ra Uru Hu.

In January of 1987 I had the experience, that would reveal to me the basics of Human Design. And aside from the fact that it was a rather bizarre experience, and a rather painful one as well as one that, was obviously fascinating. When you come out of such an experience, and it was very intensive. I didn’t eat, I didn’t drink, I was in a very peculiar state – my first response was depression. I was living wild and I didn’t have anything. I hadn’t seen money in my hand in nearly four years. Planetary Conditioning (Edinburgh, 20th February 2003) In January of 1987 I had the experience, that would reveal to me the basics of Human Design. And aside from the fact that it was a rather bizarre experience, and a rather painful one as well as one that, was obviously fascinating. When you come out of such an experience, and it was very intensive, it lasted eight days, I didn’t eat, I didn’t drink, I was in a very peculiar state – my first response was depression. I was living wild and I didn’t have anything. I hadn’t seen money in my hand in nearly four years, hadn’t talked to a human being in over two years, and I was sitting under a fig tree and I was thinking about the madness of what I had just experienced. And I have a black sense of humor and I had this funny feeling. that this was not something that I was ever going to tell anyone about. The idea that I would stand up – as I have done for 15 years, and gone through the process of saying to people “A Voice told me how everything works...”, that is a perfect state of madness. What disturbed me was that it seemed logical. After all, I was simply shown the matrix. I was shown the configuration. I can remember the experience of drawing, the Bodygraph for the first time and putting, the numbers in place and all of these things, under instruction was very bizarre. The nature of that Bodygraph and thinking about it, I thought, well, I didn’t have anything else to do. I might as well take a look and see myself. And that was quite a process for me. The “ruina” where I had the experience, the man who lived there was an English poet. And he dabbled in all kinds of things. He had been a personal assistant to Krishnamurti for many years. He was fluent in Sanskrit. Very strange man. And he had many books in his ruina and some of the books were astrological. And I knew very little about astrology. It was only a few years before that I found out that I was an Aries; I had no idea about any of it. And so I went through this laborious process - and it was inaccurate, by the way - of trying to figure out what my design was; it wasn’t like there was a computer program and all that stuff. And I was not familiar with all that. When I finally got to see my design, I kept on thinking about how static it was; it was just this fixed blueprint. And I had yet to have the time and experience to be able, to recognize what that blueprint was saying to me; I had no idea what it was really saying to me. I had a very rudimentary understanding of what I was looking at. And the only thing I could think of was well I'm really going to, understand how this works unless I could see this thing in motion. How does this very static, 2-dimensional graphic become alive? And it was obvious to me that if all of this, in fact, was based on programming that we receive from planetary objects – and I was told in my experience that function through the agency of neutrinos with mass, which science would ultimately. prove was correct – then the only way that I could see my life was in the flow. To see my life in time, as it moved moment by moment. And by being able to grasp that, or chart that, to be able to find out whether any of this was anything more, than sheer madness. You cannot have an experience like that, and assume that it’s correct or true. It’s madness, after all. I was as crazy as they come. People were terrified of me. I was really wild. I had no idea at that point whether any of this was anything more, than some kind of mad, brain breakdown of some kind. Some weird form of schizophrenia or whatever. Being smart is a handicap when you have a mystical experience! And being as rational as I am really a problem. when you have a mystical experience, because your brain’s in there saying ‘that was pure. schizophrenia’. Had it not been for the logic of Human Design, I never would have told anybody anything. It would have been my private moment of madness, and I would have gone about my business of staying wild and enjoying it. Because that’s my design. Ra Uru Hu.

​Everything related to any program, The embodiment, the incarnation deals with consciousness, in form, And everything related to consciousness, In the form is on the consciousness of the witness, In order for the totality in this sense to be correct, All the different possibilities of form must be consciously experienced, And that you see in all this movement towards details and skills, And all within the structure of the tribe, Remember everything within this structure of the community. Demise of Institutions Everything related to any program, The embodiment, the incarnation deals with consciousness, in form, And everything related to consciousness, In the form is on the consciousness of the witness, In order for the totality in this sense to be correct, All the different possibilities of form must be consciously experienced, And that you see in all this movement towards details and skills, And all within the structure of the tribe, Remember everything within this structure of the community, Of keeping it together with the glue of religion, Of building police, of having walls, of banks, all that stuff, This skill for the benefit of humanity is about to end. It's going to end. You will not have institutions that say ah, These poor babies in this country, On this river get this disease, Let's go send things right away, Humanitarianism, It's part of this age it's not a natural quality of humanity, I mean it's, such a joke. We tend to see ourselves, In the same way that when I meet someone, I know they are not themselves, You know I can always tell you, Can always tell you, Can tell people they are homogeneous, They are not unique, And you know it right away, And you feel it right away, And you know that when they talk to you, That they never say what is really unique, And you know I learned it when I was the first teacher, Not a wonderful experience here in Ibiza, That you know I taught at a local rural student school here in '83 and '84, And I taught what would turn out as children of my friends, And there were moments when each of these children would quote his parents directly. You know I mean they would say something like that, That you know exactly what kind of parent he was, and that the way the parent told them that, And I suppose that everything is that everything is their responsibility, They do not recognize that they are helpless, They can not after all it would be too scary, Because they do not understand it, They do not understand what this means, You know I had this funny thing with no choice, You know I tell people all the time, Look no choice, And they'm really upset, You know that everyone thinks, because they live in an illusion, That elections are everywhere, And I went to school to pay the commissions for my children, And the secretary was very sweet, told me you have lovely children, And she told me you did a very good job, And at first I meant to say there is no choice, But I thought it would upset her, So I said I'm just lucky. I found out to say I'm just lucky, It's even more provocative than saying no choice, And you know that it's basically the same thing. I mean, I love Lao Tzu, He was one of the few thinkers from the past I was able to take into my body, And it just resonates cleanly. It is such arrogance to assume that you can interfere with the universe, at any level. I mean it's amazing arrogance, And one of the things I enjoy about dropping this screen, Is that this arrogance is going to take a kick, Because all the pretension about what we think we are, Is all to be supported by these institutions, And all this is supported by these mechanisms, Non-personal it's just a spinning wheel, And that we express the plan. You know we're not humanitarian. it's a lie. That does not mean we are incapable of humanitarianism. we, But even that is not a choice, It's a serendipity of a moment. Ra Uru Hu.

But it’s very different here in this relationship, because in the relationship between the 19 and 49 it is the 49 that carries the wave function. It is, after all, the emotional gate. It is the ratcheting gate. But the thing to be clear about, what we get to see in the 55 is that what's happening is that this wave is being taken away. The 49 is no longer going to be, post-2027, those born with it, no longer connected to the motor function. A Break between the 19 and the 49 But it’s very different here in this relationship, because in the relationship between the 19 and 49 it is the 49 that carries the wave function. It is, after all, the emotional gate. It is the ratcheting gate. But the thing to be clear about, what we get to see in the 55 is that what's happening is that this wave is being taken away. The 49 is no longer going to be, post-2027, those born with it, no longer connected to the motor function. And the result of that is that this pressure out of the 19, this pressure and this lack of a wave leads to a break here. When I say a break, think of it this way, that you've got two points at either end of the channel and they’re firing, like neurons firing in the brain, they’re firing. And they’re firing at each other and there is a way for them in firing to each other, to reach each other. But it’s rooted in the firing. The 49 is going to stop firing, it’s just not going to be there; period, over. So in essence, those children born post-2027, like you and me, nine-centered humans, there is going to be a breakdown in the communication, between the 19th and the 49th gate and, that changes everything. It changes the 37/40. It changes it all. It takes away all the driving forces that are there in the 19. No longer will the 19 be able to apply that pressure on the 49th gate. That the principles of the 49th gate are not going to be, conditioned by pressure or by wave function, but the principles are going to be conditioned by awareness. It’s going to be an awareness gate; it’s no longer going to be a motor gate, and it’s not going to be determined by the needs of the tribe at all. It is simply going to be concerned with being able to filter, the experiential world and to be able to recognize correct principles, through awareness that penetrates at a level, that’s totally different from the Ajna and the Spleen. Now obviously, in a lecture like this, I can't go into all the details of how right awareness operates, but it is something to understand that this is a cognitive potential that is only now really beginning to be grasped. Only now are those beings, who have the opportunity, through Human Design to find out, about their Left-ness, their Right-ness, to be able to accept and finally be at ease, with the way in which their cognitive process works. Ra Uru Hu.

And finally we have companionship. I have a wonderful companionship story for you. Seems like aeons ago. I think it was 20 years ago. Not quite, it was in 1994. I was giving an analyst training here in Ibiza where I live. I had three students. There were two of them that knew the third person but those two never knew each other. Companionship And finally we have companionship. I have a wonderful companionship story for you. Seems like seasons ago. I think it was 20 years ago. Not quite, it was in 1994. I was giving an analyst training here in Ibiza where I live. I had three students. There were two of them that knew the third person but those two never knew each other. Yet, as I got to meet them and got to go through their designs, the first thing that I noticed was that these two women had the same basic design i.e. at the surface level. They had the same birthday, they were born about 6 hours apart. There were some minor things that were different on the surface but basically they were quite similar in the way they were made up. The other thing is that they had both been sanyasins with Osho and they had both been to India at the same time and they had both been at the same ashram at the same time and never met each other. Anyway, there were all these coincidences and there they were, the two of them in this class on either side of this person they knew mutually and this was a classic example of companionship in the extreme. It is something that is really interesting about what happens with companionship. You go to a gathering, you know, friends are gathering or there’s an event that’s taking place and you go in there. Now those beings who have a similar design to you, they are not going to be of interest to you. Why aren’t they going to be of interest to you? Because genetically they don’t make sense. The genes don’t like companionship. The genes don’t like sameness. They don’t. The genes do everything in their power to move us away from sameness which, by the way, can be deeply deeply comforting and relaxing. They move us away from sameness and only gear us towards what we are not. You know, only gear us towards all of the attraction out there for our receptors. So companionship is something that is quite different and you don’t see necessarily, at least in my experience, you don’t see a lot of companionship in relationships. But when it’s there, what you are looking at, and of course this is very simple – you both have the same channel – is that you have something deeply in common. I mean, deeply in common in your wiring. That is something that can be the safe place in a storm for the two of you in your relationship. That is what companionship brings. It brings, you know, it’s like that comfortable sofa. It brings all of the possibilities of feeling secure and not being surprised by things and having things fundamentally stable. All of this is something that is the byproduct of companionship. The other side of companionship is boredom. Because it’s the other part of it. That is, no matter how stable the companionship, the stability companionship brings to a relationship, it still presents dilemmas in terms of it’s not stimulating. It’s just not. And again, this is a mechanical thing. It’s about understanding that if you are going to be in a relationship that is strong companionship, that you have to expect that it’s not going to be an incredibly stimulating relationship. But then again, that is not what it is for. Remember, relationships are built on combinations of these things. A little bit of this and a little bit of that. You know, a compromise here, some companionship there, some dominance over there. There are all these combinations that are going to arise in your bonds with the other. So what do you do with it? Because this is really what it’s all about after all. I mean, you know, you can sit down and go through this material again and you can understand all of these basic mechanical concepts. You can recognize them because, again, Human Design is not a belief system, it’s about taking charts of people you know and look for yourself because you will discover so much about what is there in those bonds, just from the simplest level. You know, to be able to see the kind of mechanisms that are there so that you can let go. I’m not somebody who really enjoys being in the repair job, that job of providing a solution for problems in mechanics because it’s a terrible thing to try to do that. Because without awareness there is not much you can do. In order to really have relationships that are correct for you, you’ve got to enter into them correctly or confirm that they are correct for you in a way that is according to your Strategy and Authority. Otherwise there’s no point in putting your energy into difunctional relationships. There isn’t. I mean, yes, you know I understand the world and I understand all of these different kinds of bonds and the traps that they bring. I know the responsibilities, the sentimentalities, all the various things that add up to the complexity of not-self relationships and how they manage to survive with all their discomfort. As I said from the beginning, I am not here to teach about relationships. That’s not what Human Design is for. It’s very valuable as a tool to understand them, there’s no question about that. It’s obviously part of the knowledge base that’s developed out of Human Design because whenever we can be aware about our bonds, our connections to the other, this empowers our awareness. But you have to realize, this is about YOU making the right decisions in your life, not YOU trying to fix things that cannot be fixed. It’s about YOU making the right decisions in your life. This is what it’s about. This is the great experiment of Human Design. This is what makes this thing different – is that it works and you can find that out for yourself. When you look at relationships, don’t get caught in the Maia fantasy personality business. Hold off for a second. Strip it down to just its mechanics and see something. If you were truly here to be in a relationship – then BE in the relationship. Allow it to be what it is. Be its witness as much as you are a part of it. Because there’s nothing to fix or change. There’s only the experience of connecting in a certain way to the other. If you enter into that correctly it’s a really enriching experience. It’s profound. Then we get to see the beauty in the other because we are not trying to make the other something that the other is not. That we are not refusing to see who is there. That we’re always struggling for our control. See, forever the 7-centered being dreamed of being surrendered. For us, it is something that is natural. It’s Strategy and Authority. This is what surrender is. It is the mind surrendering control over your life. That’s what it is. The moment that you let go of your mind running your life, it doesn’t matter what any of these things are. It doesn’t matter if you connect this way or that way or the other way. You live as yourself, you enter into the relationship as yourself and you experience it as yourself. Then you are there, no matter WHAT the relationship is. You see, we have to get to that place where we accept that life is blameless. No fault. No victims. No dependencies. Just simply being correct as oneself. You know, I teach self-love. That’s my Valentine’s Day message. When you can love yourself which means that you accept YOUR design and the way it functions in the world, then you are ready to love anyone and anything. You know, you can just let them be. And when you are correct, you get the correct experience for your process. You do. So yes, you can look at all these mechanisms. Remember that Human Design is a vast and deep science now. There’s a tremendous amount of knowledge in this but this is not the point of Human Design. It is what’s there to substantiate it in the now and into the future. The point is living it. LIVE IT. Live the experiment. As you live the experiment you will begin to discern. It is this discernment that’s everything. Because you can see these mechanisms you can understand that every relationship is a constraint. Either a constraint that you embrace and surrender to or you are going to be uncomfortable. Like most people. In the complexities of their relationships as Not-self. Well, I hope that you enjoyed all that and that it is of value to you. It’s my Valentine’s Day gift. Human Design is a gift. It was a gift to me. A great treasure. It is an extraordinary thing for human beings that are ready. It isn’t for everyone. It’ll never be for everyone. It’s for those that are ready. That readiness is a serendipity. It’s a door opening slightly. It’s that moment of the possibility of being able truly to go a different way. It’s time to go a different way. It’s time to go the way of ourselves, what we are as beings, 9-centered beings. That we are here to be efficient survivors – deeply cognitive and aware and capable of a deep communion with our fellows. It’s what it’s all about. All of this comes from within each of you, each of us, one by one, individually, to live the beauty of your Strategy and Authority – is to differentiate. It’s to go to that place where nobody else can go, to follow the journey that is truly your journey, your path, your way. To be the passenger of the truths that are discovered along the way and the communion that follows. We are here to have special lives. We are here to be masters of the Maia, not bonds. We are here to navigate with ease, to sail these neutrino seas and to sail them in delight, in wonder. I love being here on this plane in this form now. Wow! Such a place to be! When all the secrets are laid open at your feet and all you have to do is be ready. There has never been a time like this. There has never been knowledge like this, ever. You see, all it takes is the readiness to take that journey, to disconnect from the madness of the not-self world and its not-self purposes, to rediscover the dignity of what it is to be you. It’s a wonderful thing to love yourself. It truly is magic. I wish it for all of you on this Valentine’s Day. Ra Uru Hu.